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[Castiel from Supernatural. Independent/Multiverse RP Blog. From any timeline.]

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Mark of Cas || talkaboutwinchester [2014-09-22]

This was a moment in time that never should be reached. 

Castiel glances at the male - the demon tied down in front of he and Sam. Blood stains of markings surround the abomination on the floor. A single chair, backed by steel metal. Engravings mark the wrist and ankle cuffs.

Dean Winchester snarls at them, and Sam pulls out a needle. 

"This is for your own good, Dean." His brother says, just as Castiel completes a sigil on the wall. Dean Winchester, about to be cured? Most of Hell would try to put a a stop to that happening.

Abuse and cries and swears and threats are thrown out over the next couple of hours, but slowly, slowly (Castiel scarcely believes it) Dean’s eyes soften. Beads of sweat form on his head. The scowl disappears.

Castiel knows, and Dean knows, but Sam is still there, a blinking flashlight of hope. 

"We can cure you, Dean. We’re nearly there."

Dean takes moments to reply. Castiel shakes his head, and moves in before.

"No, Sam. You need to let it rest."

"Sammy, I… You need to let me go…" Dean finally manages out. "The mark… it…"

"Dean. Give it to me."

Dean stares. He shakes his head. 


Castiel, for now, says no more.


Another injection later, and Dean has been begging for the end of his life for the past 20 minutes. It’s agony to Cas’ heart. Dean’s pleadings suddenly stop for a moment.


Castiel looks up and at Dean, whom he is sure has tears in his eyes. Dean still isn’t cured. Not with the mark.

"Cas, you can do it. Put an end to… to…"

Castiel stands there, and gives one shake of his head. “No. I can’t.”

"Cas, please, I can’t… I can’t be this…”

Dean flexes his hand, and something within Cas spots the opportunity, and dives for it. 

He grasps Dean’s hand and almost immediately, pains sears through Cas’ broken, stolen grace, and blinds his senses as he hits the ground.

He screams. 

He silences.

He sees the mark on his arm. He feels it. 

It feels… It feels…

He uncurls himself, and stands up slowly. He looks at the Winchesters.

Castiel grabs the first blade. He hears Dean weakly shout something.

He disappears.


It’s been one month.

Castiel is waiting.

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 21:14:38 | Notes: 0



    “Thank the stars, I was worried that…”

    It’s a breathy statement, full of relief, and hope, and then pain. 

    She finally has enough presence of mind to look around and see exactly where she is - old barn, dark, faint light of the moon filtering in between the boards of the ceiling. 

    She drops her gaze to the floor, letting her eyes scan the dirt floor as her brain slowly starts to kick into gear.

    “… It’s okay. It’s bound to happen sooner or later to an angel on their own.”

    Hael lifts her head, smiling at him ever so slightly. There’s forgiveness in that smile, and a tactile edge to it as her eyes scan every detail. 

    “We’ll get out of this. There’s a way out. There has to be.” 

"No, they wouldn’t do that. I’m too valuable."

Being an angel would be nice, and not an icon. At least it meant that other angels wouldn’t be thrown as unwitting martyrs to the cause. 

He shakes his head.

"We need to get you out.”

Eyes glance around the room, then at the door. It starts to unlock.

Act unconscious.” He hisses up at her, and turns his head to the door as it opens.

He watches them, mute. Steadfast. Watch and learn.

(Source: thursdays-soldier)

Filed under: #cas is gonna be insistant haha #hael doesn't deserve to be there #also u can act the other angel who's just been in #i dun mind #/rolls #haelthefallen
By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 22:26:27 | Notes: 24

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 20:39:18 | Notes: 2



     Her hand closes on the cold metal of her blade behind her back - it’s almost comforting, minus the chill that travels up her spine at the amount of damage one of these can cause. 

     ”We might still be able to make it out—-“

     That was the last word she managed to get out before Something hard hit her on the back of the head and she fell to the ground with a thump.

     When she woke, she was suspended in air, arms tied above her head and ankles tied to a post behind her back. It was dark, she was groggy, and there was a little voice in the back of her mind to look for someone… But for — oh. That’s when the fright sets in, the fear of being alone yet again. 

                                “Castiel? Castiel, where are you?”

Castiel has clearly already taken more of a beating than Hael; it’s obvious who’s currently seen as the bigger threat.

"I’m here." 

He spits blood as he says it, not sure when the violence had been inflicted on him. Do they not trust him not to attack while unconscious?

Castiel is on the ground; arms tied behind him on the pole adjacent to the other angel. He realises his angel blade has been taken from him; the room starts forming into view as he gains his senses. They’re in some form of barn. A chill runs through him at the echo of memory.

He looks down as he starts to wonder, quiet strategies leaden with guilt in his mind.

"… Hael, I’m sorry.”

If this was his final capture, at least he wouldn’t lead any more angels to their death.

(Source: thursdays-soldier)

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 20:36:33 | Notes: 24



     Hael sighs, every inch of her body language changing into something more aware, relaxed, ready.

     ”If it will make you more comfortable, I don’t mind leaving. I can always come back later and get more of their french fries.”

     That was when she felt it. Another Angel nearby. Where nearby is another story completely. It shows in the way her head perks up, her eyes scan the people around them, and her left hand moves slowly to the small of her back.

     ”Maybe we should both leave….”

Dammit. Dammit. 

The sense falls on him at the same time as Hael, and part of him wonders why the angel hadn’t bothered to hide his aura. If you’re hunting other angels - that would really make most sense.

Castiel’s hand splays open, and he feels for his blade.

"… We’re probably too late."

A moment later, and Castiel’s vision goes black.

(Source: thursdays-soldier, via haelthefallen)

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 17:39:35 | Notes: 24



      ❝ —— uh, angel ?? 

"… Yes, that was my species.”

"… We’ve talked about this, Dean."

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 21:27:27 | Notes: 0

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 17:46:52 | Notes: 1



     Her face warms, smiling softly at him with a minute nod. 

     ”You’re welcome. And I mean every word I said.” 

     The suddenness of his next movement spurs something similar from her, hands dropping to cross lightly in her lap as her eyes flicker around the establishment. 

     ”I’m well aware of the risks. Don’t worry about it, I got to meet the angel behind all those stories, maybe provide a little kindness along the way too. It’s about time I see some action.”

     The smile never left her face.

Castiel still remains tense, only pausing to bear her a glance. He shakes his head.

"No. I can’t handle seeing another angel hurt on my behalf. Especially one that has done no harm to me. Or anyone."

He starts to back away, hoping that he hadn’t been honed in on. Just his mere being tended to attack danger of some kind, so he wasn’t being hopeful. 

"You should leave. Please."

(Source: thursdays-soldier, via haelthefallen)

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By thursdays-soldier in 「Castiel」 at 21:55:19 | Notes: 24

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